I have wonderful children! I am extremely grateful for the children that I have and how special they make me feel. They allowed me to sleep in and continued to ask me throughout the day if I needed anything. They are such loving, selfless human beings who truly want people to be happy without anything in return. That is a quality that is hard to come by now-a-days. I love them so much!!
However, this was my first without Faith. No mother to spoil and no Faith to help brighten my day. A strange mix of happiness for the ones I have and sadness for the ones I have lost. It is hard to fully articulate the emotions of the day. But, I did my best to keep them inside and keep smiling for the rest of my family.
It is almost a year and I will have overcome all my firsts.
